Pia Arke
TORN AND REASSEMBLED
The annotated Danish text in Untitled (Torn, reassembled, and annotated pinhole camera photostat) reads from the top left corner to bottom right corner (there are c. three poems in the darkest part of the work that couldn’t be deciphered):
Suluulaalilaa eriilalilaali
Someone has said that I would like to be the subject of
conversation
but I didn’t want to be the subject of conversation
but I didn’t want to be talked about.
I don’t know anything about witchcraft
I haven’t heard anything of that kind.
The bad people up there
the bad witch artists, up there,
should be the subject of conversation
should be the subject of conversation.
There is a reason why some people are sick and
are waiting for death.
Each time they come to a drum dance
each time they go mad.
And you’ll be the first
Today I’m not thinking of anything
today I’m not worried
When I crawled up to the top, when I walked up to the top
I looked around at the world
this is how I thought, this is the kind of thing I thought of:
as soon as there is no world left, one cannot survive
if the world disappears, one cannot survive
Mankind is dying out, everybody is dying
none of them say anything
Don’t tell me
that words alone cannot wipe me out
that words alone cannot remove me
This world can be felt, this world hurts,
this world hurts.
The basis of the words, the standpoint of the words
If they were just words it can’t be right!
In the very old days
each time I looked
at an old man with a beard
you old man with a beard
it was you who did something for other people and you
were envied
How is it that you are behaving now
you old man with a beard?
But it was you who did most of the cleaning.
Now him the old man with a beard
it’s him who does the cleaning
they were wiped, they were scrubbed
they were wiped.
I started on a song that I can’t use,
a poem that I kept until it turned moldy
a song I kept until it turned moldy
I am thinking of
someone from the East.
It’s him I’m thinking of
the man from Portussoq
Now I shall sing against you
because I can’t forget
my father.
When I was a child
when I was very young
you killed my father
I can’t forget that
I can’t get over it
that’s why I shall sing against you
Each time I appear from a blue sky
each time I appear from a blue sky
it is as…..
it is as…..
Each time I appear from a blue sky
each time I appear from a blue sky
it is as…..
it is as…..
I shall sing while I am living now
I shall sing while I am alive now
when I see these bones
on the ground, quite pale
How shall I put my thoughts in order?
A long time ago I cried a lot
I followed those I was crying over
but that didn’t make my thoughts better
but that didn’t make my thoughts better
A long time ago I cried a lot
I followed those I was crying over
I followed those I was crying over